Anyone else?

So it's been awhile... I'd like to say I've been busy but I've just been lazy. I am working steady and still trying to pull my head out of the debt hole after going without employment for 2.5 months.

Not working for a couple months reminded me of a few things. One, not having money sucks. Having to borrow money just to get by sucks even more. But one thing that not working does for you is it gets you re-centered and re-focused. I hate to get off on a nostalgic rant here but does anyone else remember those days when you were younger? Life didn't seem too complicated and the most you had to worry about was if your bike's tires had the proper air to pull off that kick ass bunny hop off the curb or what kind of peanut butter you wanted on your sandwich on that pit-stop from being a retarded 12 year old kid in the neighborhood?

I find myself looking back on those times more and more. I miss it. I miss the freedom of being smaller and younger. Granted things weren't always peachy back then but I never used to watch the clock like I do now. Even when I'm home I find myself looking at 9 p.m. and thinking, "Seriously? Where the fuck did those 5 hours go?" I'm sure a lot of that has to do with my situation and where I work but regardless. I hate it. I just need to do something about it and I suppose bitching here is a start :)